A NOTE FROM THE AUTHOR.
*18 AND OVER* A 25 Year Old Male's Swarm of Thoughts. Everything from CLASSIC HIP HOP,
WEED SMOKIN', Sum Good Ol' 90's! And THICK WOMAN!! It's All Here. And Yes, it's All That.
I truly don’t even kno what I’m doing anymore. Every night I pray for guidance as well as the protection of the people I hold dear in my heart. And every morning I wake up to the reminder of all the mistakes I made that lead to me feeling this way in the first place. The notion that I should abandon memories that mean so much to me, and the people that mean so much to me, is first and foremost sickening, as well as inconceivable. And I’m just tired of hearing it over and over. I’m not ok, I’m tired. If I pass away, if I don’t make it, fuck it. That means I wasn’t meant for this world the way others are. If I transcend to the afterlife, kno I’m finally free of all the horrors, pain and anxiety of this world. Until then, I keep u by my side, and in my heart. Always